Goodbye Familiarity
Right first thing first I know I didn't post anything last week. I had a bit of a down week, I finished my trainieeship and I have my End of Module Assessment coming up next week. So a lot is happening which I can't change and that not always super helpful, but I'm dealing with the rapid shock.
I use the reward idea, so for everything you've done well you get rewarded for it, so from there you will try your hardest to get better so the bigger the reward. So because I had finished my tranieeship and completed a university module I thought I would reward myself. If I haven't said already I am very much a nerd and I like comics, both DC and Marvel, so much that I got myself a statue of X-23. She is a favourite of mine from the X-men comics and just as a general character. If you don' who she is she is basically a female version of Wolverine, she appeared in Logan the movie which I liked, although I thought she would of been older. I still liked this version of her as she is just she does things what people just wouldn't think of first or she chooses loyalty over any of her family or friends above all.
I have finally signed up for my second module for my first year of the OU so after that module I would have finished year one at University which is nice. I have had a look at the books for the second module and they look interesting as its about intelligence, methodology- ugh😶 and general psychology studies- yay 😃. I don't like methodology purely because I have been taught if it works it works and if it doesn't try again. Also something if you try and put them in number and statistics they don't always work. It's like Quantum Entanglement theory for example if you look at one specific point you will only ever see that one specific thing and you miss everything around it. Which in my view damage the process because somethings can't thrive in a clinical place or somewhere that is completely safe everything and everyone needs some danger and harm before or else that can put us in more danger.
Take crossing the road I have had to learn to cross the roads whilst I'm having a meltdown- which isn't nice but is helpful. I learnt to use the bit under the signal lighting, as it spins when it is green, then I can cross the road but I keep seeing people walk over the road as car is pretty much on top of them, every now and then someone will get clipped or hit by a car/lorry and that reminds others to be wary when crossing the road, or it should but people keep doing the same thing. If people kept doing what I do and wait till it was green we may forget altogether what happens if we don't I know some places teach it but teaching and doing are very different when it comes to peoples lives.
I have also applied for PIP or Personal Independence Payment. For anyone who doesn't know what it is. PIP is a benefit that helps me become more independent depending how much you are 'disabled' and how independent you were/are. This can help pay for better software or things that would be use everyday or most days so I my case gloves and maybe some emotion software/cards that aren't really babyish so I can function better in the 'real world'. The reason why real world is like that is because I see lot of different realities Click here !!! So because of that I never really know which one I am in until I am in it so the idea of the 'real world' is just silly to me because they are all real but at the same time not like Schrodinger's cat because as soon as it is in the box it is both dead and alive until you open the box. Wow I've gone from PIP to pipette of poison in a matter of sentences.
I must also say that I thought Google (My auto-correct has come up saying I have spelt Google and blogger wrong so Google can't even spell Google or blogger correctly 😂😂😂) would have taken down or wanted me to change some of my posts, as they own blogger and also because some of the things I have been talking about can be considered quite hot topics. As off yet no one has complained which is good so I am hoping going to slowly increase the detail I put in some of these topics because I will come back again on them especially things like Autism and self-harm and Suicide because I feel no one wants to talk to people with autism about these things.
Also in other random bit I am putting on here me and my parents are going to try and start a autism network for everyone with Autism and ADHD because there isn't much where we are for people who just want a safe place or just want someone who understand them. There are lots of places that give them services but only for a certain period of time on a particular day. So people get missed or you have to pay for certain things which again people may be missed because they can't afford it or they can pay but its not enough to allow people to make friendships. So I will also do reports on this as it I try and get it to go forward. It may require a lot of research so don't expect anything for a while.
Anyway that is all for now if I can get another post out this week I will, if not wait until around the 13th to 14th of September as that is when my EMA has to be handed in for. If you like this oddly random post please follow me or follow my gmail account, in the tab section to get notifications about my other blog posts.😀
I use the reward idea, so for everything you've done well you get rewarded for it, so from there you will try your hardest to get better so the bigger the reward. So because I had finished my tranieeship and completed a university module I thought I would reward myself. If I haven't said already I am very much a nerd and I like comics, both DC and Marvel, so much that I got myself a statue of X-23. She is a favourite of mine from the X-men comics and just as a general character. If you don' who she is she is basically a female version of Wolverine, she appeared in Logan the movie which I liked, although I thought she would of been older. I still liked this version of her as she is just she does things what people just wouldn't think of first or she chooses loyalty over any of her family or friends above all.
I have finally signed up for my second module for my first year of the OU so after that module I would have finished year one at University which is nice. I have had a look at the books for the second module and they look interesting as its about intelligence, methodology- ugh😶 and general psychology studies- yay 😃. I don't like methodology purely because I have been taught if it works it works and if it doesn't try again. Also something if you try and put them in number and statistics they don't always work. It's like Quantum Entanglement theory for example if you look at one specific point you will only ever see that one specific thing and you miss everything around it. Which in my view damage the process because somethings can't thrive in a clinical place or somewhere that is completely safe everything and everyone needs some danger and harm before or else that can put us in more danger.
Take crossing the road I have had to learn to cross the roads whilst I'm having a meltdown- which isn't nice but is helpful. I learnt to use the bit under the signal lighting, as it spins when it is green, then I can cross the road but I keep seeing people walk over the road as car is pretty much on top of them, every now and then someone will get clipped or hit by a car/lorry and that reminds others to be wary when crossing the road, or it should but people keep doing the same thing. If people kept doing what I do and wait till it was green we may forget altogether what happens if we don't I know some places teach it but teaching and doing are very different when it comes to peoples lives.
I have also applied for PIP or Personal Independence Payment. For anyone who doesn't know what it is. PIP is a benefit that helps me become more independent depending how much you are 'disabled' and how independent you were/are. This can help pay for better software or things that would be use everyday or most days so I my case gloves and maybe some emotion software/cards that aren't really babyish so I can function better in the 'real world'. The reason why real world is like that is because I see lot of different realities Click here !!! So because of that I never really know which one I am in until I am in it so the idea of the 'real world' is just silly to me because they are all real but at the same time not like Schrodinger's cat because as soon as it is in the box it is both dead and alive until you open the box. Wow I've gone from PIP to pipette of poison in a matter of sentences.
I must also say that I thought Google (My auto-correct has come up saying I have spelt Google and blogger wrong so Google can't even spell Google or blogger correctly 😂😂😂) would have taken down or wanted me to change some of my posts, as they own blogger and also because some of the things I have been talking about can be considered quite hot topics. As off yet no one has complained which is good so I am hoping going to slowly increase the detail I put in some of these topics because I will come back again on them especially things like Autism and self-harm and Suicide because I feel no one wants to talk to people with autism about these things.
Also in other random bit I am putting on here me and my parents are going to try and start a autism network for everyone with Autism and ADHD because there isn't much where we are for people who just want a safe place or just want someone who understand them. There are lots of places that give them services but only for a certain period of time on a particular day. So people get missed or you have to pay for certain things which again people may be missed because they can't afford it or they can pay but its not enough to allow people to make friendships. So I will also do reports on this as it I try and get it to go forward. It may require a lot of research so don't expect anything for a while.
Anyway that is all for now if I can get another post out this week I will, if not wait until around the 13th to 14th of September as that is when my EMA has to be handed in for. If you like this oddly random post please follow me or follow my gmail account, in the tab section to get notifications about my other blog posts.😀
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